It Doesn’t Add Up
4.8 earthquake, you weren’t here for
2.6 aftershock, you were too numb to feel
1 partial solar eclipse, you’ve already kept me in the dark
9 years of sickness (thank you for doing the dishes)
6 Satsuma jars filled with dead dogs.
2 separate bedrooms
1 person crying all night while the other snores
34 years married
12 years unloved
3 lives shattered
2 halves of an adult child, your half and mine
1 big lie
1 home for sale
1 family to the rescue
1 whispered secret
zero remorse
1 divorce
Because we never amounted to much.